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I haven't posted here in so LONG! My wonderful fans must miss me! xD
As if.
Anyway.
Since I was last here, I've been in love, lied to, heartbroken, torn apart from my best friend, depressed, and even happy.
There have been good days, and there have been horrible ones.
But all in all, I'm basically ok now, because I have the best friends in the world.
Especially Tahra ♥
That's all for now.
♥ Cat

donnie darko <333

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

'Cos I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very

Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good

Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday

Made to feel the way that every child should

Sit and listen, sit and listen

Went to school and I was very nervous

No one knew me, no one knew me

Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson

Look right through me, look right through me

Well this should be an adventure...I'm writing this all in white so I have no idea how it looks. I decided Tahra did a cool thing writing about all of her friends. I need that....to sort things out. So...I've always been super close o Tahra...And Ever since we met I've been a little afraid to have other best friends. Like she's so amazing that there just couldn't be anyone else I would want to talk to about anything. Or maybe I just thought that way because I know I get jealous so easily that when she talks about her other best friends I get a little freaked out. But I love her and I know she's not trying to replace me...so all's well with that. So, to get on with it:

Tahra:
Of course you're first. And...I honestly don't know what to write. Thank you I guess. You are my best friend in the entire world. We've fought before...and sometimes we just don't get along. But...those times are so minimal. You know I would die without you and for you. I've told you a few times. And I know that that just sounds like words...but I absolutely mean it. No one knows more about me than you., because there's nothing about me you don't know. Anyway, I could say more but I won't. I think you all get it.

Taryn:
Hmmm.....When I met you in seventh grade...I actually didn't like you. You got so close to Maddi I, of course, was jealous. Just like always. But I started hanging out with you and...you're a really awesome person. I'm not sure what you think of me...every time I start thinking you're sick of me, or you don't like me, you come back and remind me why we're friends. You always listen, and you talk to me when I need someone.

Mo:
We've had some amazing times. My family loves you...you're such a cool person! You are one of my best friends, which I say proudly, because until this year I thought I could only have one. Thank you for taking the time to care about me :]


For now that's all I'm going to write. All of these are completely honest. If you want me to add you, let me know.

SAGE!!!!

Don't you love him?? This is my little cousin, Sage. He's a chubby one! (The people at his daycare call him the tank) He is the happiest baby on earth too. He smiles at everyone. Unfortunately, he lives in Wisconsin and I live in Arizona, so I see him less than once a year D:

Tahra

This is Tahra, my best friend. She's amazing. She's pretty much a member of my family...

I honestly can't think of any right words to use that say how awesome she is, how much she understands me, and how absolutely unique she is. And yes, I know I sound super sappy.

:)

pippin

This is tahra's dog, Pippin. He's a westie and he's insane. When I try to walk throught the kitchen, he bites my feet!! And when he was a puppy he peed on my mom every time we went to their house. But he doesn't do that anymore =P

some cool cats

These are my grandma's cats. Number one (black) is Tika, the oldest of the bunch. He's not really my grandma's, he's her best friend's, but they live in the same house. He's eleven, but he never looks or acts like it. He's still as mischevious and fun as them all. (And still has all his claws, lucky duck). The second, third, and fourth are of the youngest and most photogenic, Sidney. Bill took him when he moved and we miss him so much! Isn't he handsome? He's a pure-bred burnese who's been abused and had six different homes before we got him. The white cat is the strange and beautiful miss Candy who recently passed.... She always wanted you to pet her but didn't want you anywhere near her. (Let me know when you figure that one out) If you got her to let you pet her, she wouldn't let you stop. And she never left my grandma's bedroom unless it was the middle of the night. Last is Spike, who is struggling with bladder crystals and all sorts of icky problems, but holding on. He is the most loveable, laid back cat you will ever meet, and my favorite of the bunch. Just look at those gorgeous eyes!

Mamara <3

This is the cutest girl you'll ever meet in your life. She will be turning 5 on 12-31-07 and she's my favorite little girl in the world. She's pretty much the only little cousin I can be close to because all of my other cousins live in Wisconsin, North Carolina, or Michigan. She's crazy and silly and inspires me every day :)